December 6, 2010

DAY FIVE

5. What is your phobia/fear?
 
Okay, I only have about a million. Spiders, sharks, snakes, heights, deep water, crowds, tight spaces, not being able to move my limbs, not death but dying, having to pretend I know something when I have no clue (yes, I know that sounds absurd coming from me)...but I have one that absolutely terrifies me:

Being completely alone.
 
To go through all of that by myself, without anyone telling me it'll be a-okay? Holy crap, no. Couldn't do it.
I can see how this would go along with day three (true love), because my explanation was feeling safe and secure. Obviously I'm disgustingly insecure if that's what I need more than anything else. Could I be any more typically teen? Seriously.
 

It's so sad that the feeling this photo portrays to me is exactly what I need to never be afraid of anything ever again.  What happened to relying on myself?